Late night

HI! so I am new at this, but it has been recommended to me by some great people..

It is late, and what a suprise- I can't sleep! I have been having trouble sleeping for over a month now... Dealing with a break up is NO FUN! When I am awake, I think about it- which keeps me from sleeping, yet when I do sleep, I often have dreams about it- which makes me not want to sleep. Put the 2 together, and it is no good!

Anyway, I should be packing, but I decided to indulge in a nice can of boiled peanuts and tune into Bravo instead. Kell on Earth has become one of my favorite shows! She is great. I love how she doesn't take any crap. I am seriously starting to wonder if I should be doing something in fashion. I know I don't know a lot about it, but I have so many great ideas in my head when it comes to designing and have recently taken an interest in "trends". It just seems like so much fun. Maybe my PR degree (whenever that is obtained- looks as if I'm on the 5 year plan) could point me in a fashion direction. Who knows.

Today has been a good day. I am making so many steps forward, and it feels amazing. I have so many wonderful people in my life and feel so blessed. I feel like I am learning a little more about myself every day. It seems as if God is steadily showing me new things, and I am just content with taking it all in and trusting that everything is going to work out and there are great things in store! It's exciting in a way. I feel free, unburdened, and a peace is slowly creeping its way into my heart- something I've been longing for...now if only I could just lay down and immediately sleep :/

At this rate, I am only going to get 5 hours of sleep so I guess I should wrap things up.

Song of the day : Last Goodbye- Miranda Lambert